sam are flying off to china today. Bon voyage !!!


sudden feel tt I'm all alone.
no one is there for me i think, i mean no one is really there for me to depend on. wad else can i do other den telling myself to be strong, i guess tt's my only option.

insecure and fright. After so much things happened recently, i do fear.


sometimes, i really hoped there is a guardian angel who can bring me back from darkness, let me lean on her shoulder and let me rest on her arm.

and kok yuh, wad u said tt night was really hurting both me and sam , on tt particular moment, second. both of us was so upset tt we almost cried. we do care and we still care for you.

is it tt our friendship dun mean anything to you ?


-insomnia fun-

although I screw up the song ... but after all, i'm still satify with this lyrics i wrote. for u SAM


在一个小房间 空间很有限
看着一小片的天空 圆了和你单纯的梦

人总是在改变 都变的太虚伪
你却好奇伸手探索 坠入陷阱中的诱惑

Pre- chorus

离开我 是最好方式
让你离开井 追求宽阔天空

Chorus

你飞走 留下我独自守候
我依旧 做着单纯的梦
相信 有一天 你一定会懂
我 相信 相信 相信 呆了好久

你飞走 是否有所收获
我依旧 看着小小天空
等到那一天 你终于想通
可惜 那青蛙 也守候太久
也已经走 。。。。。

today is really a bad day , i'm feeling fucking depress today , very tired very stress, i missed my lunch in order to finish my work ,and when i was practicing with xiaoqiang and jayson, i was feeling weak and sick . in short, i'm in bad mood today. for those who wan to joke with me or try to cheer me up, i'm sry for not responding to u .

my performance was like shit, seriously not in 状况, kept on forgetting lyrics. simply suck.

everthing jus screw up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jayson are not feeling well today ...so i didn't went to sch for gym-ing as usual , in fact , i join Sam to the woodlands public gym as he call and asked me. the training was quite intense today, feel quite tired after the workout, and so when sam tell me to go eat beef steak at some nearby the western food stall. i didnt hesitate.

the steak was really X for a coffee shop stall, it cost $13 for each set, but the steak really worth its price, juicy and tender with a special fried mash potato.

oh ya ... when are on the way home , we saw two persons playing skateboard under the hot sun with a ninja constume...and the most off is tt they noe sam was taking pic on them, one of them actually pose and let us take. sam and i were laughing like hell.

well nth much today.... need to help to cook for family today nw...gtg

好好照顾自己,ok? 傻瓜

happy belated birthday ...kok yoh ...sorry , i was too busy with my cca and schwork, didnt have time to celebrate with u ...but i wish u can stay happy forever !!!

the lesson start at 9 am, and i woke up at 9 am, so i took cab and rush down to sch, as i missed the 3GA lesson last week le, i dun wan to miss it again. den u noe wad , i reach the class, the room was locked and no body inside. den i pick up my phone, den i saw the msg from my friend....lesson cancelled !!!!

damn u, i mean damn me ....waste money

happy birthday biao jie

happy 18th birthdae to xing hu biao jie....stay happy !!!