boring day

quite a boring day actually, i was spending my tym watching 神雕 , den went to sch for the afternoon lesson , on the way in bus , i was also watching 神雕, cuz really nth to do .

yeah , i change my blog skin and have updated it , try typing the code by myself and it actually work. 有一点满足感, haha.

你问我好吗， 我说很好， 我问你好吗， 你也不错。 希望是真的。
我希望我们都好。 真的， 希望你幸福。

start from some very small little things

yes , we can change , i can sense i'm slowly changing , starting not to read her blog , control myself when i'm chatting with her , dun get too involve. dun even mind whether she is ard the clubhse or not , tok to her like friend ( jus friend), slowly slowly

慢慢的, i slowly dun care for her so much , she dun appear in my mind tt much , even if she do , i erase her from my mind. although it not as easy as it sound.

maybe is jus like wad sam told me , we physco ourselves , 自我催眠， 骗自己， or whatever it is, jus try to forget.

this is wad i told shiwei tonite.
真正的快乐是放下 真正的放下是宽容 不要再埋怨了.

and ya , thanks to all my friends tt help me out , console mi
especially sam, kok yuh and wei qiang :)

我要快乐

不祥的预感

感情上的事 ， 暂时告一段落， 但是我总觉得事情有点太顺利了， 不大对劲！
现在有一种不祥的预感， 觉得有什么事会发生！ 希望只是我想太多了

ok, basically , we sort thing out , i appologise to her for my mean and hurting words , she accepted it by nodding her head , we crap and chat like usual today, i knew everything is going fine until tt fargot came into the clubhse , damn it la , always at the wrong timing , making me feel so uneasy.

well , let me pull time back a little bit more , on wed , our SCC activity day, she ignore me through out the whole night , in the end, i wait outside the LT and stand right in the middle so that he cannot avoid me , but when i call her name and tried to tok to her , she simply walk past me.... wow, that really hurt me man !

at tt tym , i nv thought our prob will be solve this fast , 我以为这次一定会拖很久。
however , i still sense some hidden threat , i cant put it in words , it's jus a feeling of insecure and fear.

weiqiang and meijun birthday